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Few days back -

Teacher : The co-ordination number of sodium ion is 6. That is.. in NaCl, on sodium ion is surrounded by 6 chloride ions and vice-versa. NaCl forms a fcc
lattice structure..........

***Yawns!!***

All of a sudden, an insect walked across my Chemistry text book.



Me : Oooooooh! What's this? Could it be a bug...?

I looked at it once again and came to a conclusion -

Me : Yes! It is a BUG! It's sooooo cute!

Just then it began to crawl towards me...

BAM! WHAM!

Me : May your soul rest in peace!

I smashed the cute little creature between the pages of my text book! My chemistry reader can't get more useful than this :-p

Maali Ve Maali Ve That's The Way Maali Ve
Mere Maathe Jhumar Damke
Mere Kannno Baali Chamke Hai Re
Maali Ve

Geee -- I am on top of the world!I haven't got an award nor have I received an "A" grade in some stupid test. I just let 'maali' know what I feel about him... Oh ya - I did it finally! If you dont know who 'maali' is - it's high time you refer to or

I have been pretty secretive about it, but then the news soon spread out like a wildfire - all thanks to my stupid cousin..DUH! She didnt know who it was.. All she knew that I had a crush on someone from another class. So she didnt leave a single stone unturned in making the news - a propaganda!! Aaaargh!

All my female friends soon got on to the job of finding out who my 'maali' was.. They cried and even begged me to reveal his name to them - but then I stood firm and didnt let out a single clue about him. Maali's sister, who happens to be a good friend of mine, came to know about it. She too was curious to know who that guy was... As the days passed, she was hell bent on knowing who maali was! Sheesh...

Three days back, I finally let out the secret to her while chatting on MSN messenger... She was forcing me to say his name - moreover she was on the verge of stopping all kinds of conversation with me forever. I was scared that she might be serious about it.

So I confessed everything.. Phew!!! For a minute she thought that I was lying. I went on reassuring her that I was infact saying the truth...

Oh man! She was like... asking me why I never told her before.. and I was like.. trying to explain that perhaps our friendship would break if I'd told her that I liked her brother.

We are still good friends now!

But the thing is that I feel nervous to look at 'maali' any more ... I mean all this while I have been trying to project myself in front of him like as if I dont care who he is and what he is trying to do. Just imagine what he must be thinking of me right now!!

And the worst thing is.. that even after letting him know indirectly that I have a crush on him, I still can't stop myself from putting up those fake expressions on my face... I dont know how to smile at him... I really dont know to react when he is around...

GIRLS SURELY MAKE DUMB SECRET ADMIRERS!!!!

Hey friends.. I missed you people so much.

I am sorry for not putting up any new posts lately. I have a good reason for that.

I just don't have enough time with me to blog these days. School and tuition classes have consumed most of my free time too. I can't sleep for long hours nor hang out on the net for more than an hour. We have to go to school even on weekend holidays for extra classes.... Bah!

Life isn't the same anymore.

Along with success, comes a great deal of responsibility too.



I dont know whether I will be back with a new post. Perhaps I might leave blogdom for a year... Life is so similiar to Heisenberg's uncertainity principle!!! Eeeeeksss... What's chemistry doing in my post????

Anywayz... Thank you all for wishing me. Most of my classmates did not wish me on my success .. But you all did.. That was so sweet of you!! Muaaaaaah to you all...

SUCCESS IS THE PRODUCT OF YOUR GLANDS - 'SWEAT GLANDS' :
My results are out. On the eve of the result day, my heart kept beating faster..and faster... and more faster! No dumbo.. I didn't get a heart attack finally.

I wasn't sure how well I would fare this time. The unexpected happened when I came to know that I stood second among 32 students in my class, this time, with 81.2%!!



My marks in each subject are as follows :

English - 78%
Physics - 77%
Chemistry - 81%
Biology - 81%
Informatic Practices - 89%

Many of my friends have asked me how I have managed to get away with the second rank this time.. And the answer that I have for them is that - I got away by fluke!!! I seriously dont know how I did this...

But yeah, I did study hard. I never aimed to get the second rank though.. I just wanted to get a better percentage than my previous percentage. Nothing more than that.

A CURSE OR A BLESSING?!?

I wonder if my new status is a curse or a blessing... Today was my first day in class XII.

And on the first day - my Informatics practices sir was behind me like anything. He came to know that I got the highest in Informatics this time with 89%.

So if the students are unable to answer a particular question in the subject, he asks me to say out the answer...

Why me????? I am not a genius in Informatics!! *sob*

DISTRACTIVE ELEMENTS :

Guess what?? Maali's class has been shifted to the room next to my class... Can you believe that? Even I couldn't believe until I saw 'maali' walking past me this morning to his classroom. I am on top of the world.. Now I can drool over him during the morning hours, recess and before going home.

Then... I got a letter from Mr. Chweetie pie (he is one of my "maalis") saying how much he loves me and stuff. He even wrote to me that he will wait for me until I come back to him.. Sheesh!

Am sure... From 81.2%, I am going to get 60% in XII with all such distractions around.